Karolina is still in jail. Sunday night.
lots of crying
what if something breaks and only you can fix it?
i dont wanna move. i dont wanna live in a small house. i love our house.
will you live close?
i promise you i’ll always live close. you can come to stay with me anytime, even after school you can sleep at my house. and your bedroom will be bigger. we will have a big house.
where is mama?
[i did not tell him]
is it my fault?
do you like being married to her
what if we wanna download a movie or something like that?
will something happen like every tuesday where i come over (to you)
but i dont wanna move to a different house. i dont wanna move again. i just really like this house. half of my stuff just disappears. and i dont want to move to a smaller house.
me: you’re going to get more presents when the holidays come around. you’re going to get presents from mama, me, and mareika and gaga
but what about mother’s day?
me: that’s up to you. mama loves when you make her gifts. i can take you shopping for cake and presents, whatever you want to get to make it special. but then it’s up to you. i won’t be there for mother’s day, but i can help you make it special.
